What I stumbled upon…
” You brought me tears of happiness and sadness, you broke my heart and helped me hold it together, you put the biggest smile on my face and the biggest sting in my heart. You went from my world and everything in it to someone I saw in the halls of school that I couldn’t make eye contact with without thinking how I wish I was walking with you down that hall. The goodbye I got was not good enough for me, I knew it couldn’t have been the end to us. You and I both know whenever we tried to be “friends” it never failed that we ended up more than that. I don’t have a problem of we stay just friends, just let me know when you’re done playing games and you figure out what you truly want. You have my number and whenever you want to be treated like a princess give me a call. No matte what others may say I can never change my opinion or feelings for you. You will always deserve better than what you have right now, you should always go to bed and wake up with a reason to smile, an of I just so happen to be that reason then that’s a dream come true. I’m just sick of getting hurt and since I’m giving you the benefit of the doubt that you don’t do it on hurt me on purpose I ask that you please be careful. I just ask that you make sure you know what you’re getting yourself into if I’m what you decide to get into. And you should know how lucky YOU are not just me. People notice the smile you put on my face and wish they were the reason, people want to be the one I talk about when I make a cute status. No it’s no one else but you and I wish you’d realize that. I love you and I just so happen to be IN love with you. No matter what anyone says or feels about my feelings for you and “us” they can’t change any of it because my love for you is to strong. Make sure we are both on the same page and not assuming things. I’m okay with not being yours and not having you as mine as long as YOU let me know what is actually going on between us whether its fwb, girlfriends, or just friends, it doesn’t matter to me as long as you’re in my life. I just don’t want you to fuck with my feelings bro. “
